About a month ago, I got a message from someone who lives in a city a couple hours from me. It’s not a bad drive, but since I don’t have a car, I sort of responded without expecting much. And he was one of those guys who I couldn’t tell if he was hot…or not. He didn’t have any shirtless pics, but it appeared like he had a good body and a nice face. But he was bald (and I like hair). But for some reason, I responded. I guess I was bored (at least he was in my age sweet spot – 26-31…he is 30).
I was swamped at work, but over a couple weeks, we developed a friendly and flirty messaging thing. I could vent over social justice issues and he got it. But sex was also very much on the table. Originally we had planned to just meet when he was going to be in my city for the weekend of Sept 30 to see a friend, but when my work cleared up, that seemed to be really far off. So finally I said I woudn’t be weirded out if he wanted to meet earlier. So about a week and a half ago (I’m behind on my blog), he took the train down to see me.
When I woke up that day, I got really nervous. What if I didn’t find him attractive (I still couldn’t tell for sure from pics). I thought I would like him, but what if I didn’t want to fuck him…oh well, he was taking the risk.
His phone was wonky, so we agreed to meet at a fountain near my office when his train got in, in case his phone wasn’t working. I got there before he did and was sitting doing something on my phone when he walked up…and I was very pleasantly surprised. He was taller than I thought he was and it was obvious he had a fantastic body. And even tho bald usually isn’t my thing, he was really attractive with incredibly sexy lips.
But it was obvious he was shy. He had told me he was, but I guess because we had chatted so much on Kik, I just assumed he would be less nervous. It wasn’t awful or anything, but I couldn’t tell if he was disappointed by me in person (usually guys tell me I’m more attractive in person than in pics, but who knows what a person likes). We went to my place and took my dogs for a walk. I was aware that we sort of had a window of time to do…whatever…before he had to take the train back (I had told him that I preferred not to do a sleep over the first time I met someone).
After the walk, we sat down on my couch and I was trying to read the vibe…when he leaned in to gently kiss me. And his sexy lips felt soooo good. He was far less…aggressive sexually than I am used to. Not that he was tentative or lacked confidence. He just was patient with pacing. After we kissed awhile and things got a bit more intense, we went to my room. I should have written this close to when I saw him. I do remember that I had an incredibly intense orgasm when he was going down on me (kind of unusual for me). And I knew he was super into the blow job I gave him. I knew he liked ass play, so I was fingering him too (but, tbh, I never know if I’m doing that right).
The sex was really good IMO, and I could see a lot of room to explore more with him (but he had to get to his train…I did pay for his lyft to the station since he came in to see me). He messaged me that he had made the train and we exchanged a couple messages, but I couldn’t tell if he was into me or if I was just fuckable enough.
And for like a week, we only exchanged a few kind of awkward messages. I am well aware that men enjoy the chase quite a bit, so once you’ve fucked them, messaging drops off. And that’s fine, but it does make it difficult to read. So I just decided I wouldn’t initiate anything and if I didn’t hear from him, I’d, of course, live. Last night I saw a message from him pop up – he had his new phone set up and it was back to how messages had been before meeting. Very flirty. And he told me he’d been thinking about the blow job a lot and that he could have stayed at my place all night. So, we ended up talking about other stuff he’s into trying, and I said next time he can stay over if he wants…which he seemed into. So I kinda think he was trying to read what I thought about things while I was trying to read him…And it is flattering that I was worth that kind of round trip.