I’d never been into role play. I wasn’t against it. If a partner wanted to act something out, I was pretty open, but I had zero desire to really pursue it. That is, until I figured out how to do it in a way that was pretty hot.
So, for some reason, I’ve thought porn involving stepmom or stepsister was hot. I don’t know why. I have no step-relations. So there is nothing realistic about this. No hidden desires either. I was talking to someone new and he said he was into that and he started texting me as my stepson. At first it was odd, but then it got really hot. We found a rhythm of texting as step mom/son and then when we were out of character, we’d talk in parentheticals. Last weekend, we did a quick video chat during a break in my schedule where we kind of confirmed we’re both real.
And did I mention that he as hot AF? Literally one of the best bodies I’ve ever seen and adorable smile and face. So he came over last week and we had agreed we would stay in character until after we hooked up. And we did…
Omg. It was so hot. I don’t know why, but it just was amazing. I couldn’t get enough of him (of course, it didn’t hurt he was super hot, but I think I was less self-conscious about the hotness differential since we were in these roles).
After, we chatted…he’s like this super hot jock dork. And super nice and respectful. He loved it too and as soon as he left, I was getting more messages from him – at first about how hot it was and then back in character. I think we’re going to keep this up for some time. I hope!
I haven’t been updating as much because, well, I don’t feel like it’s all that interesting to just say “I saw Yummy Guy again” or “Finally met a new guy I’d been texting with. He was fun!” But I have wanted to say that I have zero desire to change my status quo. I adore Yummy Guy and we have a great connection. But I don’t want to be his girlfriend. And I still enjoy meeting different guys and seeing where things lead. I feel like so many times these stories are cautionary or fairy tales “slutty girl realizes all she wants is to be with the one” or whatever.
I like my independence. I like the connection and way it looks to meet someone in a way that allows a part of them that they usually hide to be front and center. Maybe someday I’ll decide I want something different, but I am enjoying this. It’s fun.